I was doing Injustice to my writings

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It’s maddening at times;

I felt I did deviate from my goals. I was someone who was into blogging for a long time (yea almost 8 years ). This year I promised myself to write more and enhance my writing. But again when I reviewed my last few weeks, I had done nothing.

And yes, it was an injustice to my own self.

The first thing that came into my mind was – I shouldn’t be doing this. How can I ever deviate from my passion? 

But yes, the other piece of me justified me, that I was over-occupied with work. This year, as I planned to take up new things , I did but it was only in the job front. A part of me felt I did injustice to my other half. These conflicting thoughts were raging and raiding my thoughts all the time.

Now even when my schedule is like in a pressure cooker, I am sitting here, jotting down my favorite nonsenses plugging in my favorite song in my ears, deafening my ears from the civilized me and my surroundings to jot down, my words.

Wow, I just feel so good now !!!

Finally, i am writing, something which my mind guides my mind blabbers and my lips don’t give away. I don’t know for how long, but I am going to keep up a schedule for myself and my blog. Maybe I may not have many readers , who are expecting me…

but, I just want to scribble again.. be like the wildflower who can drift away anytime.

I remember many times, I have asked my friends to do things, that they love. And here I m partially not doing it all the time.

But yes, I was not completely away from scribbling my thoughts. I kept scribbling in my Instagram account (follow me, if you still want to be connected with me) every now and then.

But, yeah… let me take things lil seriously now.

I am planning to scribble anything at least once in a week (time out of my personal and work). I am sharing it with you all my fellow writers and readers, so that, I would keep up the promise to myself. Yes, you guessed it right, I am too much bad in keeping up promises with me.

But not this time !!!

Thank you for being with me all the time.



The wound lets the light to the inside

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A time there was,

when i was broken enough

not to be mended by any chance;

away was my soul,

treading far away from within me,

to destinations unknown

searching for the ones, whom I craved for,

neglecting the ones who were just a breath away,

finally, the wounds cracked open to let the light in,

into the deepest corners of my heart;

enlightening my thoughts;

finally to accept the ones, who held me closer,

when I was terrible.


Snow upon me…

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Snow upon me,

like covering me from outside

like a shield protecting me;

all I enjoy is the shower of love you

pour upon me;

as i close my eyes;

i feel the warmth of your breath,

closer to my skin..

burning my skin,

melting away all the shields I held upon;

and then you snow upon me;

like cladding me in your skin;

and we become one, like no one else.



One of my fav ingredient in cooking is green chillies. Today I got a chance to write about it and to my surprise, I was open to various other insights on the same.

So here I am sharing with you a few interesting ones.

Please click on the link to read further.


Candles Online

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Green slender ones, it impresses me as nothing else does. Yes, I am referring to chillies. You might wonder, what makes me so fond of chilli. If you ever take a look into my fridge, and even my balcony garden, you will find chillies everywhere.

My first encounter with Chilli

It was when I was a kid, I used to notice my mom, add these green chillies to the coconut chutney my mom makes. The tinge of green that it brings to the chutney was something impressive.

As I grew up, these chillies became a part of my cooking. There was not even a dish, without chillies I cooked. Even the red ones also took my heart, when it comes to taste. In Kerala, whenever we make tapioca especially the boiled ones, we have the green chillies (tiny ones) with shallots and yes it tastes…

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