The way he held his tears

The way he holds his tears..
Hiding it away from me..
To not to break me..
Makes me love him more and more..
The Way he became the reason..
For my existence..
I felt I was lost until then.
Until when be found me..
He became my words..
When I was in silence.
Breaking away in his arms..
I could flood the whole world…
The way he holds me closer..
So I do not see his tears rolling down…
Makes me yearn for him..
The more he behold his emotions.
I fall in love with him deeper and deeper..
As his tears roll down to my cheeks…i kiss away his pain..
Like he does mine.
All we do is console each other..
For the unprecedented emotions that are storing up our life.
Strangely, we are in a whirlpool of emotions..
In an unending journey of life.

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I am drowning

Missing you.
Is creating havoc in my mind. The turmoil I am unable to go through.
As it weakens me, now and then.
The moment you keep your palm, right on your chest.
I wish I was there beside it. Now my tears come rolling down. Creating waves.
Drowning me now and then.
Never did I imagine a life without you.
But now,
Even breathing seems impossible.
Take me in your arms.
And save me from shattering.
As I save you too.

#thechaoticpoetess #thepain #thepaininlove #loveandpain #fallinlove #loveyoumore #loveandpainpoems #distance

The sweetness to my cup

You are the sweetness.
In my lips.
The way you taste me…
It’s most enticing.
Just as you cup my face in your palms.
And bring me closer.
To taste it.
My whole body,
Wanna be savored by you.
The way your eyes encompass me.
I fall in love with you over and over.
Hold me forever closer to you.
I never wanna be away from you.
You are the one, i wanna sleep in with.
And you are the one, i wanna wake up next to.
Just pull me by your side.
I will be there forever.
#thechaoticpoétess #loveisintheair #youandme #loveforever #loveyou

A missing piece

All i want to is.
Hug you tighter.
Lay my head on your chest…
And forget the world.
I just wish, i embraced you tighter.
The last time we were together.
For a moment,
I wish i was dissolved in that hug.
Into you forever.
And be inseparable from you.
Every night and day.
I miss being beside you.
It’s like the nights are colder without you.
My eyes are drowning in the darkness.
All i see is you, while i shut my eyes…
And i miss you the most when i open my eyes.
I wish this was just a nightmare.
And i open my eyes,…
And feel you beside me.
Because this nightmare is unbearable.
#thechaoticpoetess #brokenheart #missingsoul #twinflames #mytwinsoul #loveendlessly #mymissingpiece

The Mayhem

Unsure, as i am now.
Disputed mind,
Broken soul.
A piece of me wants to burst away.
The other wants to embrace the future.
Not knowing, i sat.
With an eye deserted.
Another eye, drenched.
Like two different souls in a single body.
Tangled and lost in the chaos.
Awaiting the time to embrace me.
And wash away my melancholy.
Wishing to forget the agony.
And take the steps ahead.
Even it meant to destroy me within me….
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