Thoughts bursting out of me
like tears rolling away from eyes
surrounding seems to suffocate me
grabbing me to think why it is always me?
Am I the most villainous one in the world
losing everything I desire
Me making it easier to lose everything that I ever wanted
everyone I love falls apart
paving my way to be abandoned
pushing myself into the deep darkest self
where I am just nothing, but a shadow
I remained a shadow
belonging to none even myself.