Mistakes are painful

Did I do wrong?

Wrong things at every stage

the mistake of walking my way 

leaving my heart with you

and walk into a life like a lifeless rock

living becomes painful

darkness witnessing the pain

that is unspeakable in the light

Life is beautiful with you

yet I chose a life that I could make beautiful

for others to live

leaving me in pain in disguise

it is like I live  like a pendulum

atop a sharp stretch of knifes 

that will take my life

as I fall off slipping away

My life becomes, a life for others

and not mine forever.



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