I love the madness
the madness I see in your eyes
every time I look at you
the way you unbuckle my soul
with your words
untouching my soul
yet breezing your warmth on me
whispering in my ears
as you tickle my soul
when my body cannot resist to be yours
for a moment I cannot turn and walk away
as you discovered what I had locked away
and We came alive.
You crawl into my mind
like the spiders with the web
encapsulating the whole of me in your web
penetrating into every inch of me
thrusting my hands on the wall
I watch you conquer every inch of me
And all I do is smile
as I knew I was enjoying it
surrendering to your arms and the scent of you
I was lost in the world of romance
as you savored my aroma and taste.
I dig deep into myself
as if decluttering my soul
every thought process hit on someone
then I analyse, whether they are for me or not
my brain boils in the thoughts
hindering my heart to interfere
until it decided who is the best
slowly trashing them , and emptying my heart
I walked again deep inside
looking for the ones who caused me intense memories
every person in me , brought in a fine memory
at times the ones I don’t want to trash away
yet some were painful , some where truthful
I let my heart shut the door permenantly
as those were not enough for me to be happy
hence I let them wash away , emptying my memories
for the memories to come.
It is all my fault
I wish I could correct it
I wish I had the power to vanish away your pain
I wish I could wash away the guilt of causing you pain
I wish I had an eraser to erase the past
And give you all mine
there is no looking back
as I know I already caused the pain
the pain that cannot be erased away
the guilt is killing me inside
yet you smiled and kissed away my sorrows
I wondered how strong you were
words never made me feel better than your hugs
wishes every second I could take the pain and give you happiness
I prayed every second to break away that pain from you
but my prayers seemed unheard
the more you suffered , my heart yearned to death
as I cannot see you in pain
wish I had never caused you the agony for loving me.
Rest your head on me
Let me caress you
until you fall asleep
let me kiss away your tiredness
until you relax on me
let me be the place where you can sleep
I want to brush your hair with my fingers
until your eyes drift into sleep
let my fingers play a rhythm in your heart
where you forget all your weariness and sleep in my arms
I will kiss on your eyes, nose and everywhere possible
so that you sleep tight in my arms
as my eyes rest on you all along
watching you soundly sleep off in my warmth.
