I was scared
when I answered you
I was worried if you could sense my betrayal
the feelings that were in my heart
was it just because I still loved you
or was it just because I loved someone more than you
yes I answered to your question
“Do you love me?”
but the wicked smile my heart gave
tweaked my eyes
as I know I love my kids more than anyone
their smile excites me more than anything else
the unconditional love I have for them has no competition.
the void you created
you went off like a wind
touching my soul
and tarnishing it as you left by
the silence was killing
the emptiness killed me from inside
stirring the waves of doubts in me
yet I fought struggling to suppress the feelings
I know the true love has the power to bring you back
shattering away the walls and barriers
I waited until you were showing up in the distance
bringing the sunshine into my life.
Be my shooting star
let me be the night sky for you
enlighten me with your stardust
I just need a steady heart
the one that beats for me exclusively
the one that is awake for me
the one that forgets the world in my eyes
the one that keeps my heart toss around
feeling the vibe ..to live
the one that makes me feel what it means eternity
love me a thousand ways
makes me long for every morning
when I can be awake in his arms
the place where I find solace.
I know the extent of his love
with the ease with which he whispered to me
” I want a life inside you”
his love for me was defined in those words
his strong hands cupped my face
kissing on my forehead
sinking into my eyes
with his pupil filled with me
he whispered again
I want to be the one in those eyes
let me perish in it
I let myself out
granting his wish.
you and me
like the light to the firefly
flying high in the night sky
you burn in me
giving the light to me
as I wander away
lighting others around me
your heat lets me
fight the cold in the night
leading in my path as the sunshine to the day
we burn together , enjoying the warmth together
even if its you lighting and am burning.
The Chaotic Poetess 