I was scared
cold and frigid
nothing was clear
I expected the world to be nice
it was too much for me to expect
everything around me was hurting me inside
the fake smiles that I framed on my lips never helped me much
I lived a lie to fulfilling my wishes secretly
I adored being a runaway child
it was hard to stay focused
to run away from everything became just a dream
a dream, I knew that one day I would live up.
blood spurted out in his veins
I could see the anger in his eyes
the vision filling in red
he was confused with distress
the agony was far beyond
the torture of being in love with the one
who can never be yours
the silence had taken her away from him
she took the rejection and left your heart empty
the void she created was never filled
like a lonely soul
now you send kisses in the wind
you caress her with the eyes
she could never return
as you never told her
the untold truth buried in your heart
anger was the only emotion you could portray.
I wish I could stop
Thoughts fogged up
overthinking is killing me
when I love
where is the dollop of confusion
trusting you forever is the key to life
belonging to you like thunder and lightning
giving you everything that’s mine
yet insecurity was whipping in me
the guilt of not being with you
the stigma of losing you
thinking harrowing my soul
yet as you hold my hand
and embrace me
everything sets right
it is like in your arms
the heaven comes down to me
letting me smile like never before.
