Close your eyes
and you will find
what my life is without you
be the light in my darkness
washing away the melancholy in my life
be the dream I can see a millionth time
close your eyes and you see me
even the fantasy cannot beat the truth
as I have conquered your heart
in the slightest second, you presume am gone
you will find me beside you
holding you close like never before
kissing away the pain I bequeath you.
Chase me
I want to be your dream
the one that you crave for
the wings to your desires
I want to be the harmony that clears the pandemonium in you
the tranquility you would love to cherish
the rain to the dry land
I want you to begin and end on me
be the companion in your loneliness
to treasure your heart like a pearl in the shell
be the hand to pull you up
and the arms to shelter you
come chase me and blend in.
As I closed my eyes
I filled myself with darkness
the darkness that hid my feelings
I locked them up in my world
the world unseen
I dare not open my eyes
scared with the thought
to let know the world outside of what I felt
yet my darkness could betray anyone
even if the eyes were shut
my eyes bled
trying to push me to my limits
hard it was, yet I held myself clung to the truth
the truth about me
hiding away the real me
soaking myself in the black ocean
letting me drown all by myself into the deepest portion
I could feel the coldness in the depth
the coldness that could freeze me to death.
