Day April 29, 2017

Alone

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hada-bosque

Lonely me walking in the darkest paths of my life

judged and mistook by others

the eyes looked at me in question 

as if I did the life’s greatest crime for being alone

All I wanted to was to live freely

without being vague

I was clean like the wind 

pure like a rain drop

yet everyone tried to paint me as they liked

It was not easy to live among the people who

always looked at me as if I were a fallen woman

yet I put my head straight and walked towards my dreams

being alone was not a crime

as my dreams were never shattered

it was my aspiration that led me up to where I am now

To dream was my sin

To set my wings was my crime

yet I decided to walk away for good

I was never a head-turner, but being alone 

gained attention to me 

which was never the good one 

I never strayed away for my goals

my path was clear until I decided to turn down the evils

I resolved that life was not easy when we choose to ramble.

 

 

 

If love was easy, then it wouldn’t be love

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d39fc5a32d83af59ae93cbbe0844c362

Silence is hope

at times it kills me

when my phone is silent

I wish it rings

and it is you on the other end of the line

When it beeps, my heart yearns to see your name on the display

your name brings a vibe to my soul

Your voice is my energizer would you ever miss me?

I know how much you would ever miss me?

you are my world like am yours

the wait is too long

yet I know in the end we are together

the pain is bearable

as it is worst if I ever lost you

 I decided to wait

even if it meant years and years

I know that the roots of our love were the deepest

hence no wind could obliterate.

I knew why I was scared to lose you,

As you were more important than anyone to me

the only comfort I gain is when your arms are  around me 

The way you look at me, as if I were the fortune in your life

makes me fall in love more and deeper

I want to walk with you in every walk of your life

and cherish all the adventure we would win and loose

As we grow older, I want to remember the days with you

and smile away into death with you

in your arms and be reborn for you again.

 

 

 

My world upside down

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frazzled-mom1

I sat whimsically looking at my kids

I wonder from where to start

and where to stop

the mess around me

had turned my thoughts bushy and wild

I wondered was it just me?

or every other mom in the world like me

lost in wondering thought

feel like solitude is a bliss at times

I look at them, at times lost in my thoughts half way

as they keep doing their mischiefs

beguiling me and my lost mind

was I mad? or really lost the grip of my anger?

the world around me was moving faster

and I sat there idle watching it like a clown

one goes this way, while the other goes another way round

as I walk towards my daily chores

which keeps building up like a mountain overnight

the mom is me was lost in thoughts

when the little ones were gaining the momentum

and gained the control of my home

The soon I decided to ignore

the easier it was for me to relax

even though the world was upside down around me

Yet their smiles made me feel that the world was right around me.