Day March 19, 2017

You are my lifeline..

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I wake up every morning with a new hope

to discover a new me

to uncover a new way to keep me and everyone happy

every day I thrive from morning till night

unbecoming me at times…

at times discovering a new m

yet at time distressing myself

the joy has no bounds when you are with me

the torment has no bounds when you are not with me

you change my life

you are the jewelry I want to adorn myself forever

you are the tattoo I want to imprint on my soul

you are the love nest that inspire me to live

you make my soul reach salvation

you run my lifeline

your presence tickle my soul and keep my lips smiling and engaged

with you around me, there is nothing else that can grab my attention

you fulfill my soul

you are the wings to my dreams …

Buried under the burden love or not to love …..

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I am buried under the burdens of life

Seems like love hates me

It never stays with me

now I have reconciled with the idea of love

love hurts …

It hurts my soul, that I cannot even collect the shattered pieces

As I shatter down to the earth, a few pieces fly away from me

to the distant ….with a hope to bring you back

The broken pieces are never joined until you return

I decided that love was not a piece of me

wisdom let me stand away from you

but as my heart tried to shun away the part of you

to my disbelief, it snapped out of my body

leaving a void in it..a vacuum space

which I never could fulfill

My heart broke into two pieces

where one says love you the most

and the other says….leave you alone…

The dilemma was still one, even then I fell in love again and again

As deep down I was yours….forever.

Never ask me to Change for you

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Do not ask me to change…

If you loved me the way I am…

Why did you ask me to change later?

What is love, when there is a demand to change

do not overshadow me, walk beside me

never let me be swallowed by the conformity

Let me live in anomaly

I want to be a free bird

do not tie my wings

else one day I would break the chains and fly away

love me the way, I am with all the deformities

If you do not want the uniqueness in me

never love me

I want to live my life with all eccentricities

cherish all the moments in love and luxuriate in it

caress my wings, but never cut them away

my wings are my gateway to freedom

delight in my beauty, never trail on them

If you do not want my weirdness

ignore me, before I fall in deep love

hurting me easier ….than caging me

Never let me change with sentiments

As one day, the sentiments will vanish

And I might stop loving you forever.

Accept me as I am and desire me for my warmness.